{"id":6,"date":"2007-07-20T03:22:00","date_gmt":"2007-07-20T03:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vicknes.wordpress.com\/2007\/07\/20\/enna-kodumai-la-ithuwhat-a-torture\/"},"modified":"2007-07-20T03:22:00","modified_gmt":"2007-07-20T03:22:00","slug":"enna-kodumai-la-ithuwhat-a-torture","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/2007\/07\/enna-kodumai-la-ithuwhat-a-torture\/","title":{"rendered":"Enna kodumai la ithu&#8230;(wHat a tOrtUre)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>instead of saying hopped to another new job, i rather to say i ran away frm the fact..the matter of fact where i need to settle down half of my commitments in my life&#8230;car loan, edu loan, creditcards and all sort of shitty bills&#8230;ran away, i thought its far enough to be an escapade and will be able to live like a free bird bt i had forgot that my past will nvr let me be in peace forever&#8230;<br \/>u noe the memory is the worst enemy in the world, the more u dun wish to think about it the more it will chase u cuz the moment u thinking that u dont wanna think about it and you are already thinking about it..confuse of wat i&#8217;m saying?even im confused thats why i&#8217;m tryin to express my feelings, hatred and dissapointment to the WWW&#8230; it is like a stranded man frm an island throwing a bottle which contains a letter into the sea hoping someone would come for rescue(keeping the fingers crossed)..<br \/>why runaway like a coward, no balls a?face it lah, be a man&#8230;that&#8217;s what u can think of for me bt be in my place and smell the shit i&#8217;m smelling and u will know that the shits that threwed at me aint fragranted as u think&#8230;the blames, the hate and the mental torture is not bearable at all&#8230;why i cant live how is wish to live?why there must be sumthg to hit me frm my back?why?<br \/>for now i can oni think of an very valid answer&#8230; my <strong><em>FUCKING KARMA<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>instead of saying hopped to another new job, i rather to say i ran away frm the fact..the matter of fact where i need to settle down half of my commitments in my life&#8230;car loan, edu loan, creditcards and all sort of shitty bills&#8230;ran away, i thought its far enough to be an escapade and &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/2007\/07\/enna-kodumai-la-ithuwhat-a-torture\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Enna kodumai la ithu&#8230;(wHat a tOrtUre)&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}