{"id":60,"date":"2007-09-03T20:18:00","date_gmt":"2007-09-03T20:18:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vicknes.wordpress.com\/2007\/09\/03\/throw-the-feeling-of-vengeance-else-u-will-b-self-destructed\/"},"modified":"2007-09-03T20:18:00","modified_gmt":"2007-09-03T20:18:00","slug":"throw-the-feeling-of-vengeance-else-u-will-b-self-destructed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vickneswaran.com\/blog\/2007\/09\/throw-the-feeling-of-vengeance-else-u-will-b-self-destructed\/","title":{"rendered":"tHrow the fEEling of vEngEancE else u wiLL b sElf-Destructed"},"content":{"rendered":"

before off to business trip, some one had shared a true story of a indian girl whom are in mental hospital now…what had made her this state?
Anu(not realname),17yrs old girl, from klang valley attempted suicide several time by slitting her wrist, attempted to jump off from housing flats near her place and drank pesticides as well…but each attempt failed cuz her mum happen to made it on time to save her daughter’s life…according to my friend, the girl looks quite sweet and attractive….when she was admitted in hospital, our goverment hospital doctors asked her why she havent die and giving others headache and heartache…the girl gave a calm answer lying on bed:”tanya emak saya!!!dia tak mau bagi saya mati” (ask my mum, she saved me)!!!! imagine how aching the parents heart will be…17 is definately not an age to die…why she have to do that????is life so meaningless?
2 more months to go for SPM but this girl is detained among the REAL mentally disabled patients or we say it hospital bahagia in malay language….why?why?why? because of so called TRUE LOVE!!!!!argghh fuck true love…there’s no such thing as “TRUE” LOVE in this world for the adolecences…not only the teen but even matured adults dont do it right most of the time….what is true love?your mum and dad’s love is TRUE!!!!other than that all are temporary, UNLESS you are lucky then u might find one or few (lolz) but poor anu, she’s falls under the majority statistics…
according to my source, she failed in love because she was being too possesive over her mate and always tend to have arguements and some how that guy had came up with a decision where he got to leave her…but i’m not here to support anybody, im pH7, just a story teller…he might be the culprit or she may be really a green eye monster…so the story now is, reason for her to initial suicide attempt is to force the boyfriend to accept her back….but after failing to do so, the following attempts are…..(you might be suprise to see this kinda character exist in this world….)SHE WANTS TO REVENGE ON HIM (KONONNYA) AND GIVES HIM A GOOD LESSON FOR DUMPING HER…SHE WANTS HER DEATH TO HAUNT HIM FOR THE LIFETIME AND LIVE IN NO PEACE…<\/strong>…some how (i presume) the guy got scared and said will marry her in 3 years time..but she’s not in the state of mind where she can understand what’s going on around her….
i wonder how human being can be so so so lame….even i had came across terrible break ups and betrayals but i dont do that….when the thought of giving up living strikes, my mind autoplays the scene where my mum was carrying me in her womb…amma told me that i was very naughty in her womb and keep kicking her till sometimes she cant bare the pain anymore…but she said that’s the pain of joy..amma said i was weighing 4.8kg when i was born…dang, wat a piggy can i be, put that aside, she carried me with her for 9 months everywhere she goes..its a real pain u noe.as a guy wouldnt understand hwo the heck it will feel but i bet that’s a gift for every women to give birth to a new life!!!BUT i noe if i end my life for a cunt or a dick, the pain for her will be unbearable and i might kill her in vain as well….no amma, im sry, i will never do that…
come back to the anu!!everyone is so helpless over this issue, her mum had gone down so much…how long is the girl gonna be like that?will she survive and live back a normal life?or she’s gona be like that forever?or god gonna take her away and gives the family shorter pain than seeing her suffer this way everyday!!!!
let all of us put our ten fingers together, and pray for this girl….her education is gone case, that’s for sure for this SPM2007…atleast pray she will be back normal…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

before off to business trip, some one had shared a true story of a indian girl whom are in mental hospital now…what had made her this state? Anu(not realname),17yrs old girl, from klang valley attempted suicide several time by slitting her wrist, attempted to jump off from housing flats near her place and drank pesticides … <\/p>\n

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