Longgggg break!!!!!

Well uh, i am going for one week break..hoooray!!! I’m going back home town, I’m gonna treat my taste bud with some delicious home cooked meal and the most important thing is, i am gonna have enough rest and sleep!!!! it’s been sometimes since i had good night sleep ever since i started back my night shift but yet i am loving the working hours, no jam at the checkpoint, no high volume of cases and most important thing is we can sleep when there’s nothing to be done….lolz

About working in singapore, to some people it might be something like whoaaa,singaporeee aaa,good good..,on the other hand,some rather work in own country then suffer over there in other’s country…anyway,thats personal point of view. Me?? hehe,i was excited to come over to work as it has been my dream to work or settle down in overseas..but it was a total turn off for me on the 1st month itself when i arrived in Singapore. Hindus has the habit to blame it all on the planet or “time”, and i dont wish to be an outcast in this matter, why i said so huh?? On my first 8 days of working and traveling to the lion city from jb via the checkpoints, my “wonderful” bike broke down 5 times. Imagine, u don’t even know the direction in the new place, you don’t know where has got bike garage, you haven’t get your prepaid phone line and the worse part is you don’t have enough sing dollars to repair the bike. To add some salt (not salt,acid actually) to the wound, it was rainy season back then and you don’t have a rain coat. boy boy boy, you don’t have the idea how i felt at the moment yea, felt like dumping everything and come back to Malaysia. That was just the thought of the split second, but that’s chicken,rite. so i endured!! my only motivation is the pay day!! i never earn that much in my life, so of course jakun la…lame boy started to plan wanna save this much and mod the car and buy this and that…too bad,i duno is it just me or its me and my fucked up luck, things had never been better, just like the tamil saying earn 80 cents spend 1 dollar…
For all those people who came to singapore to secure their rice bowl,its not a matter about how much u earn actually, its about how much you save. But as for my case, i just don’t have anything to say on this saving $$ chapter. Loser don’t speak loud, that’s all i can say. Sometimes it makes me think why not just pack up and leave home? but some kind of instinct says, don’t worry son your time will be turning good soon after certain month on tamil calendar…again all the numerolgy,astrology,vasthu sashtra,feng shui or whatever DBKL loji are being blamed!!!! I have this question, is it because we believe in astrology and numerology, hence we have the mindset to blame it all on time and being demotivated to put more effort fearing that it would go under the drain again?? Are the planets really gives you 100% accurate readings? I dont wish to share my personal opinion about it here but reason why i raise this up is because i want some of you to think is it fair to blame the planet or blame own motivation.??